A few weeks ago, I quit my full time job working in an office struggling with boredom. The thoughts of wasting a creative spirit and mind where forever playing in my thoughts. I have these hopes and dreams of growing a photography business that is hanging on by a thread. I have no formal education in a business background what so ever and trying to launch a home business in an over saturated field is to say the least, FRUSTRATING!!! Even through the over whelming frustration, I am still hanging on. I have to laugh out loud at that last comment because I am poignantly aware at the age of 50 that I am not getting any younger. What am I thinking? Every joint in my body hurts the day after a major shoot but the love and passion for the art keeps pressing me forward. I continue to look for opportunities to grow in this trade and make an honest income.
I am bored and sometimes lonely and find myself wallering in self pity so why not blog? Why not take a moment of time to share the good and the not so good. My intentions are to see more good then bad and sometimes through verbalizing it, I am made keenly aware of my miscontrued thoughts. I know beyound all measure that the most important thing is that I pray and I trust in what the Lord wants in my life. He has not quenched the photography passion, so I press on. Perhaps, I will just use it to journal my walk with Him.